things you don't noticewhen you live in the same house for a whilethings you don't notice
you grow used to the little things the little regular things
the way the microwave beeps three times and the oven beeps five when its hot.
the systematic jump over the fourth step because it creaks.
the way the drips fall from the faucet every ten seconds or so unless its cold or on Sunday.
the way the sixth tile on the right is cracked right at the corner, where grout meets grout.
you don't notice that the cabinet above the stove opens to the wrong side
you've grown t
the normal kind of personim one of those normal people the normal kind of person who scribbles numbers on envelopes of yesterday's mail.the normal kind of person
the normal kind of person who chews the ends of writing utensils until they no longer spread ink.
the normal kind of person who takes comfort in little things like warm towels on cold days and noticing gas prices went down.
the normal kind of person who reads cheap novels under dying lightbulbs as their coffee slowly releases a comforting steam.
the normal kind of person who eats foods that are unhealthy (as th
some sort of wastedi'm not a fucking WRITER.some sort of wasted
i'm just a girl who hates herself and everything she says does writes touches thinks about.
i'm just a human that makes a lot of mistakes food money
and everything i do is a complete waste of time breath money space.
i'm fucking flawed. and i dont expect you to tell me otherwise
sometimes i just want to spend the day alone and tranquil with drugs or alcohol or SOMETHING and just be some sort of waste
argumentswords dropping like rain on a sidewalk eventually theyre blending and it doesnt mean anythingarguments
it's just another useless fight to be confused with all the others your words my words your points my points your blame my blame your fault my fault
it isnt getting anywhere stop trying stop trying
it's meaningless anyway as i've said before and argument after argument isn't going to lead to a solution to whatever is the problem
so i think i give up not on us, of
half smilingdeep thinking eyes are blinkinghalf smiling
todays the day things go my way you look at me half smiling thumbs wrestling nervousness is in your eye smile again i think i'll die i act tough trying to impress your brown hair is a gorgeous mess my brain is scattered can't think straight i am flattered this is fate
Sunset Dance
The vision
when i disappear
Cheerful
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I never miss a chance to have sex or appear on television.
I like the big picture at the bottom.
I couldn't look at it long, because I had Karla open it on her computer.
My computer for some reason wouldn't let me open it.
This issue is going to be pretty rockin.
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Afraidioactive.
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"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
- Dr. Seuss
Ding dong?
I feel a walk in the woods is needed soon.
I'll bring my camera if you so desire.
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Please let me haunt as scent on your pillow.
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ars longa vita brevis
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"I swear i dont know anything about any fuckin setup. you can torture me all you want."
"Torture you thats a good idea."
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